kinda nervous
a little closed in
...no one knows it...
my heads in a spin
the walls are up
the gloves are on
ill fight to the end
to the end of no end
my heart goes cold
as he says the word no
i begin to mold
into something i never wished
i never wanted to be
always believed it couldnt happen to me
one by one
the days go by
bitterness envelopes within
the skys gone dark
the clouds gone grey
all i need is that one sunny day
i walk through the shadows
unnoticed by many
cept those lurking with me
almost
not quite ready
but me, so deep down
its hard to breath
presure so intense
that ive lost that sense
that 6th sense
the one called love
the one everyone has
way up above