I feel this wild sensation again
As if I want to soar up high, lightning speed
And plunge into the depths of the earth
To shout till my lungs go numb
Or quiet down till my mouth runs dry
I feel this elation again
As if I want to paint the streets
With creepy neon pinks and greens
Or the blackest black there is
The sensations threaten to choke, bit by bit
I'm hating this feeling again
Coz my mind is poison-filled
With crazy things that'll never be
And crazy things that I want them to be
To see you when I can, and worse
To never see another me again
Exorcise this darkest siren within
This paralyzing force, I feel it grow
I was so sure my heart just stopped
And now it's beating a crazy beat
The rhythm hurts my ears
And it kinda makes me sick
But at least it makes me want to live ..