I finally heard the words that matter
And coming from someones soul
But everything they have shattered
And left nothing but an empty hole
I finally heard the I Love you
That has haunted my dreams
But it has left only a few
Actually none it would seem
For these words have escaped
And are destroying all I am
All of my soul has been scraped
And it is more then i can stand
For this is not what i wanted
And its not what should've passed
Now forever I will be haunted
Il'l live in the shadow thats cast
I will try to mend the mistakes
That I have so horribly made
I'll do whatever it will take
Until the shadow finally fades
Although to me they were real
And i dont see them as bad
It has lead to what it is i feel
And that will make you sad
Im am so sorry for what Ive done
Although they are beautiful memories
This is a battle i have not won
But i beg you to forgive me please
Do not turn away from me and stare
Into the darkest parts of me
Know that i'll always be there
Even if its me you never want to see
I finally said all that wasnt said
And i hope you live me still
For your everything until im dead
My heart is one only you can fill