I just want to be happy
For just once in my life.
Being content just to be
Without all this strife.
But memories are dreams
And this life just aint real.
Im unraveling the seams
And turning down this deal.
I have to cross my eyes
Just to see straight.
I have to tell lies.
For truth, its my fate.
A jester I may be
In a court of crowns.
Painted faces, I cant see
Do they smile or frown?
I ask myself yet again
Am I trapped in hell?
Have I finally reached my end?
Did I give my soul to sell?
But this jesters done her part
And shes passing down the hat.
Im off to a fresh start
And Im finished with alla that.
Im done with masquerades
And the jokes just are good.
Its time for my jester to fade
Back to darkness if it could.
Good-bye beloved clown
My jester you have to go.
Maybe in a court of crowns
Ill pull you back for one last show.
But until that comes to be
In the shadows you must stay.
Seperate lives now we're free
Until I seek you out another day.