"Ecstasy"

Blurred and contorted

My visions of the past

His words swirl

Around the room

Making me dizzy.

Im spinning as

He woo's me with

His lullaby

Singing softly

And smiling gently

He had me believing.

I smiled back, happily

Praising him for

His success.

Forced upon my world

He walked in

With thunder behind him.

His eyes speaking

Words that struck me

Like lightning.

Sending an electric jolt

Into the bottomless pits

Of my soul. He

Glanced at me

And smiled a smile

That made the chaotic

World around me

Fade like an old

Lost memory.

I still remember his eyes

They burned an imprint

Onto my heart.

And in that moment

I perished, falling

slowly onto myself.

Sinking back as

If drifting into a

Tunnel, slowly

Leaving everything

And walking towards

The distant light.

Of this magnificent

Star, shinning out

From the eyes

Of a simple boy

With a killer smile.

The burning fire

Inside his eyes

Scared me but

Pulled me towards

Him. Slowly

Blinding me and

Burning me with

Every step I took

Towards him.

I brush against

Him gently as

He passes me.

He looks at me

And smiles his

Killer smile and

says hey. He

Gently touches

My arm and

Sparks a conversation.

Sparking oh so much more.

His essence

Is ecstasy. Im

Getting high

Floating like a cloud

From just standing

Near him.

He's like 1000

Summer breezes

All blowing in from

Over the tides of

The ocean. He is

The tide. Beating

Against me

Endlessly. Breaking

Me of all the walls

I built up to

Protect myself.

He's talking to me

And Im talking back

But the words that

Escape my mouth

Arent the ones I

Wish to speak.

I wish to hold him.

Breathing in his ecstasy.

Staring into his

Burning eyes.

Blinding me but

I cant look away.

For he holds me

There like nothing

Ive ever felt.

Then the laughter

Breaks out and

Another joke is told.

I stand by the door

As my ecstasy walks

Toward his chair

And sits.

So far away are

Those burning eyes

And the essence

Of a bitter-sweet

Boy with a killer smile.

I regain my

Awareness, and

Slowly walk to my seat.

I catch his eyes, and

He smiles his

Killer smile.

This boy, with

Burning eyes,

And a Killer smile,

Doesnt even know

Hes my ecstasy.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Funny how a friend who is so much more can inspire such beautiful writing... things are so simple when you are thinkin of the one you like...because thats the beauty of liking someone... its awesome and sweet in its simplicity...ahhhh the lust...its touched each of us... you all know what im talkin about...
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