Blurred and contorted
My visions of the past
His words swirl
Around the room
Making me dizzy.
Im spinning as
He woo's me with
His lullaby
Singing softly
And smiling gently
He had me believing.
I smiled back, happily
Praising him for
His success.
Forced upon my world
He walked in
With thunder behind him.
His eyes speaking
Words that struck me
Like lightning.
Sending an electric jolt
Into the bottomless pits
Of my soul. He
Glanced at me
And smiled a smile
That made the chaotic
World around me
Fade like an old
Lost memory.
I still remember his eyes
They burned an imprint
Onto my heart.
And in that moment
I perished, falling
slowly onto myself.
Sinking back as
If drifting into a
Tunnel, slowly
Leaving everything
And walking towards
The distant light.
Of this magnificent
Star, shinning out
From the eyes
Of a simple boy
With a killer smile.
The burning fire
Inside his eyes
Scared me but
Pulled me towards
Him. Slowly
Blinding me and
Burning me with
Every step I took
Towards him.
I brush against
Him gently as
He passes me.
He looks at me
And smiles his
Killer smile and
says hey. He
Gently touches
My arm and
Sparks a conversation.
Sparking oh so much more.
His essence
Is ecstasy. Im
Getting high
Floating like a cloud
From just standing
Near him.
He's like 1000
Summer breezes
All blowing in from
Over the tides of
The ocean. He is
The tide. Beating
Against me
Endlessly. Breaking
Me of all the walls
I built up to
Protect myself.
He's talking to me
And Im talking back
But the words that
Escape my mouth
Arent the ones I
Wish to speak.
I wish to hold him.
Breathing in his ecstasy.
Staring into his
Burning eyes.
Blinding me but
I cant look away.
For he holds me
There like nothing
Ive ever felt.
Then the laughter
Breaks out and
Another joke is told.
I stand by the door
As my ecstasy walks
Toward his chair
And sits.
So far away are
Those burning eyes
And the essence
Of a bitter-sweet
Boy with a killer smile.
I regain my
Awareness, and
Slowly walk to my seat.
I catch his eyes, and
He smiles his
Killer smile.
This boy, with
Burning eyes,
And a Killer smile,
Doesnt even know
Hes my ecstasy.