I cut because I need to
It opens up my soul
I cut because I miss you
Wanting you to return
I cut because the pain
Is all that I can feel
No longer does the
Sweetness of love and life
Dwell within my heart.
No more sweet thoughts of you
Or the life I thought we’d share
No more planning on lasting forever
Just me here and you there
So close in my world
Yet so far in reality
No more I love you’s
Or sweet hugs that last forever
Just me here and you there
I slice because it’s wonderful
And gives me a much needed high
Poisoning my once found soul
Tearing me from within
Trying to take control
I slice because its all I love
Now that you aren’t here
I slice because I want to
I slice because it releases
The anger buried within
The anger I’ve had since you left
The anger that dwells where
A caring heart once beat
No more beating heart
Or a once found soul
Just me here and you there
No longer will we last forever
No longer will I feel your embrace
No longer will I need to cut
No longer will I need to slice
For I am coming to join you
And there will be no more -
“Just me here and you there”
There will only be
Just you there, and me
The one who came to follow.