Anonymous
It is ruined
Lead to it's death
By a bitter winters heart
Flayed
Layed open for all to see
The feelings once common
No longer shared in communion
I see nothing in your eyes but confusion
A love lost, was it an illusion?
So little of you remains
No smile
To remind me
Of what was and what has gone
The death throes rack my heart
Leaving it raw and shredded
Blood covering everything
Drowning any desire to believe
Sometimes I can scarcely catch a breath
The pain in my chest too much
All is lost
I grieve you
If only you could be brave and come along
Find your voice and speak of it....
Let your demons go and let your heart be renewed
Bit by bit you have torn yourself from me
Closing the doors behind you as you run
The end is angry and filled with rage
You no longer can find a calm place of respite
A sadness overwhelms me....
Even as I look forward
I will miss you and miss you, I already do
I know the freedom that awaits
The new beginning
Painful at the start
The hardest part
A gradual awakening
Then a new dawning of love
Once again set free to seek
I will search for a tender heart
Of grace and empathy
Passion and sincerity
A muse
One to hold it all in her hand....
Gently, patiently and lovingly
I wish you could come along again
Be free with me