Has it really,
Been almost 10 years?
I feel it like yesterday,
The pain the tears,
I miss you Ash,
Every single day,
Though I still feel you,
In every way,
I'm greatful for that,
It's what keeps me going,
I just wish there was,
A way to go beyond knowing,
To show to the others,
That you're still here,
So the skeptics can leave,
Stop trying to instill fear,
I feel you in the pressure,
My forehead is where,
It's how you still show me,
That you still care,
I miss your voice,
Your laugh, your smile,
We'll be together soon,
Well, in maybe a while,
You made me promise,
When you visited my dream,
I hope I've lived up to it,
That I haven't lost steam,
Live for both of us,
That was part of what you said,
So with head held high,
I keep going, though sometimes I dread,
When it's my time,
I want you to know,
That it's still to you,
That I want to go,
Into your arms,
Your loving embrace,
I hope God will grant us,
That with all of his grace,
I love you Ash,
That will always be true,
I hope I show you that,
Through all that I do,