After hearing, a whole evening, that my hair was still long
(my parents hoped to convince me that this was subversively wrong;
I dared not tell them how the soul-nature in me
rejoiced in desire toward other males---yes!, Homosexuality!---
Ryland's picture of young David, barefoot, stirred this when I was three).
Next day, they went on a furniture shopping spree,
and expected to be gone until dusk or later.
I woke and put on the forbidden mesh tee
along with my baggiest, most distressed, bell-bottom jeans. Having put
my clothes on, I eagerly chose to remain barefoot
(also impermissible in that home, because of how it might look).
Then, even more eagerly, I brought out the borrowed library book
and, outdoors in the grass, I read---for a very long stint---
the distinctly unprotestant Septuagint
(in an English translation), the ancient version compiled by Seventy
scholars at the behest of your Pharaonic majesty
which, more than two millennia forward from that, I acknowledge gratefully.
J-Called