I wish my name was Daisy
Or Ellie
Or Brooke
I wish I could pull off bleached blonde hair
Or red lipstick
Or flower crowns
I wish I never had to shave my legs
Or floss my teeth
Or purge after I binge
I wish I had freckles on my nose
And I wish I was a good dancer
And I wish elegant phrases flowed off my tongue
The way they do for you
I wish I was Olivia Gold
With her dazzling smile and her thin hair that's never frizzy
And her small hands that aren't clumsy
And her grace, and her poise, and her strong morals
And the way she can dance and captivate all the people that seem to matter in my world
And I'm glad that she's so happy
But I just wish
I could be happy
too