MY HEART WANTS TO GO HOME
God please make me say no to my past.
It was a very happy and sad at the same
time. It is even gloomier,
now that I am not in it any more.
Do you know how many sleepless nights
I think about my life at this time?
The more I think about it even more my heart wants
to go back.
I can’t do that anymore.
I can’t say no to opportunities that life
has given me. I can’t leave this place.
I can’t do it.
Some times in life love isn’t enough.
It just isn’t. I am not the same.
Life has made me another person.
Now I am a different woman.
I see things differently from the past,
but my heart has remained the same.
She wants to go home. I am not able to
Tell my heart no. God please tell her no for me.
Isida Dervishhasani