MY HEART WANTS TO GO HOME

MY HEART WANTS TO GO HOME

 

 

                   God please make me say no to my past.

                   It was a very happy and sad at the same

time.  It is even gloomier,

now that I am not in it any more.

 

Do you know how many sleepless nights

I think about my life at this time?

The more I think about it even more my heart wants

to go back.

 

I can’t do that anymore.

I can’t say no to opportunities that life

has given me. I can’t leave this place.

I can’t do it.

 

Some times in life love isn’t enough.

It just isn’t. I am not the same.

Life has made me another person. 

Now I am a different woman.

 

I see things differently from the past,

                  but my heart has remained the same.

                   She wants to go home.  I am not able to

                   Tell my heart no.  God please tell her no for me.

 

 

Isida Dervishhasani