i lie here once again
and stare up at someone elses sky
tears roll down my face
too much for me to try
all I'll ever be is this
nothing deeper than pain
the ones that care too much
know nothing more than my name
i am nothing more than delusion
all i am shoved under the rug
while you dance a hundred dances
i sit here in my own blood
i want to be separate from the world
i don't want you to care
since i only existed to you
just forget i was ever there
glass broken in my face
its enough for me
scarred my chance
this is love for me
let's go deeper
I'll find more
more men to torture
more blood to pour
my wrists are nothing
look away
stab the heart you stole
the heart you damaged today
once again we're lonely
once again we're gone
strangers pointing fingers
strangers right all along
i lie here once again
in a blood drenched bed
you lie there now
stained with every word i said
and now the story's over
and now the world shall end
but if i need to get knocked back down
it'll be for you i send