no
i don't want to sink there today
let me be happy today
let me stay away from reality today
don't let me go into that world
where i claw at myself
where i destroy myself
i was there last night
i was there yesterday
keep me away today
no
don't let me die today
I've died many times
i died yesterday
no
don't let me cry today
I've done that many times
that i do not proudly say
no
don't let me slip away
it's almost happened enough
i fear that it's away I'll stay
no
don't let me lose today
i lose almost everyday
it's not easy for me to play
no
let me make an eccentric sense today
i destroyed myself with truth
reality was too harsh yesterday
no
don't let me fall again
for i might not ever rise again
now from when i began
no
don't let me sink within
my mind screams out the sin
the air i breathe is thin
so no
not now
now is not the time I'll go
i went away yesterday
i got lost long ago
I've learned my lesson
too many times
so many times
that I'm unable to count
a lesson of hurt
a lesson to shout
withdrawals in sorrow
but maybe tomorrow
today's lesson
will count