as I lay here on a cloud
I wonder if you can bring me down
as easily as you've lifted me here
but then again - I wonder not
for I do not wish to have you prove that to me
I don't think I'm consciously ready to give you another chance
another chance not to do me right
but another chance to hurt me
so until my fear subsides
until relief is allowed
I will lie here insecure
safely on my cloud