I’d die twice before I died a third
Just to feel reassured
The feel of scum in my brain
Can’t you see I’ve gone insane
But I know like I’ve always know
Where things come and things go
I’d get up and trip again
You’d never see the pain I’m in
And I’ll feel that same good shock of death
You’ll smell the pain upon my breath
Help me, drug me, shame floats away
Drink me, feel me beyond today
I think you know just what to do
You’ll find me just as residue
But I know you’ll love still
Love me when I take the pill
But I’ll fall out, you’ll hold me tight
You’ll be there till it’s all done right
Evermore will I yearn to do
So I’ll take the drugs instead of you
The love will always be there though
And through my mind you’ll come and go
I’ll feel the joy in my pain
Because I have nothing but you to gain
Well, here I am, just let me sit
Death runs through me, or something like it.