sing my mind .. what a year, ups and downs. I feel pain and happiness at the same time .. sorry I’m not loving .. my mind is in two. loss and gains fight against each other .. I love my amazing wife and I miss my amazing dad .. life is hard .. my life if like a storm at sea .. you never know what’s going to wash up next.. but you hope the storm brings something which helps the pain go away .. maybe a crab which I can rescue or maybe the crab can help rescue me !