I’m confused and stupid
I want to die
I make wrong choices,
And don’t know why
I’m wrong and right,
I keep changing my mind,
I lost myself,
Too far behind,
I’m angry and depressed,
Can’t let my emotions go,
All of these feelings,
That I don’t know
I hate myself,
And it will never end,
Because my bleeding heart,
Will never mend,
I’m sick of everything,
The pain of the past,
Knowing the good times,
Are never to last,
I’m fucked up and broken
Too much pain to hold in,
I want to start again,
But how can I begin?