Too many emotions, too much to make me mad
How can I write a poem, when I feel down and bad?
All my friends are leaving, or just starting to fade away
What can I do to keep them here? I wish they all would stay
So much has changed, in the 16 years that I’ve been here
Loosing the ones I love the most, is my very biggest fear
I feel like I am falling, from a tall tower way above
Flying down past memories, the times in life I love
Going through the clouds, watching all my past
I keep on falling further, and the fall will last and last
I watch my life change, and I cannot make it stop
I with that I could do something, so no one here would drop
Why can’t I be left alone, so I can cry and cry?
But everyone has to crowd me., till the very day I die
I want to go for a walk, alone in my back yard
But doing this simple thing, is actually rather hard
My mom acts like I’m a baby, tells me what to do
Why can’t they just understand, and pretend they knew
I want to be left along, to think of how I feel
So that I can’t understand, my emotions that are real