The other day I thought to to stop in
for some closure. To hash things out and be done.
You weren't home. But that's in keeping
with the theme you pounded through my skull.
You were never home. All the time I was knocking
and you were vacant. Ignorant of my calls all along,
you are now conveniantly gone when I want to end it.
I don't find it coincidental. I think it is the way
you are and will always be. And that's sad for you,
and for your future love interests... But me, I don't
care anymore. And that's sad for you too. To quote
Radiohead, "It's the best thing that you ever had. The
best thing that you had is gone away" I don't intend to
come back. Despite how many times I've said that, this
time, I honestly, honestly think it's true. I don't need
closure from you and that's good... Because if I did, I'd never
get it. I hope your motifs of vacantness and utter disdain for
compassion lead you in life. Not because I'm jealous of your
obliviousness, but because I believe you deserve what you get.