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Another fucking pointless project
petty emotions fantasies
useless words clutterings
there is no reasons
there is only pain
chaos
death isn't the scary thing
there is only maybe someday
maybe something for me
probably not
look around you
as I leave it all opens up for you
like a magic box full of fun toys
and your friends can come
out of their hiding places
crazy
maybe I always was
I see that you are happy now
I know you don't want me to know
that would have to hurt too much
you don't want to hurt me
you never wanted to hurt me
others will say yes
I wasn't the only one
I never am
my words do not what they are intended to
they only cut and kill
only to protect you
as if that matters
as if anything matters
I don't blame you
but you are free now
and you are already healing
finally
it is beautiful to feel you
I feel like a cold steel blade
hot and stinging kisses
hot memories and lost love
I fooled myself again
I am sorry again
I will always love you
I will never forget
FOREVER
Guaranteed
because I suck
I am a loser
I am a waste of time for you
I am a fun friend though
someone to talk to
when you want to
someone to do things with
when you really mean it and want to
I miss you so much
If I were "worthy of love"
I would have it