I cant sleep
with these constant thoughts
I feel like you care more about money
than me
Did you bare me
so I could take care of you?
This is too much
I need to go far far away
But you will be heart broken
and I dont want to hurt anyone
because
I know
what it feels like
to be hurt
This is an emotional investment
an investment
in nothing
The thing that has kept me sane all these years
my education
I think I may have to drop it
so I can recuperate
and find myself