Good morning Amigo,
Do you remember when I told you I have made a research but never had the mood to write it down?
I remember also that I told you that I got the idea to imprison myself in a ship in order to write.
Now I made a Schematic plan of the trip.
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The plan is to take a plane from Dubai to the western side of Turkey, to Izmir in particular.
From there I will take a ship to southern Spain.
I will rest there for one night or two before I take another ship to South America.
The idea, you see, is to repeat the voyage of Christopher Columbus not because I want reinvent the wheel but because I really need the time, the mood, the right settings in order to be able to write.
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I feel guilty
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I feel guilty to refuse the concept of Marriage.
everyone I know now have a dozen or half a dozen of sons or daughters
while I am running here and there alone!
No problem I guess. When I finish writing that book, it will be my first but not the last born baby.
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I also feel guilty in another way! But I need to drink again so that I may have the tears to cry again … In order to be able to explain again. But now, I feel I am running out of energy.
Sleep well dear. Leave the worry to me. I have a strong heart and a smiling mind.