When I drink
I feel
As giant
As
The Himalayas mountains
my head
I see as the twin brother of Everest
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When I get sober
Come back
to where I began
I see
That I am a falling rock
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I
Run to my kitchen
prepare a drink
hide in a corner
In order to rethink.
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Okay,
I did my best and fell
Okay,
Send me as you promised
to hell.
****
Try to have
What you want
Suck my blood
If you want
But later
You have to live with your guilt.
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Within
What you collect
You will
Have all
The rage
I have stored
For thousands of years,
My sadness will walk home with you,
Will sleep with you
Wake up with you
Shave your morning joy for you
Have breakfast with you
Stick to you
Until you hate the fact
That you are you.
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That is the curse
I designed for you
So that
You don’t ever
Stretch your
greediness
to something
that doesn’t belong to you
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You can take
What your cheap mind want to take
But you will
Never
Rub me
My identity
My dignity
My personality
My mentality
And the sun
That burns forever
within me!
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Look at a drunk mind
That have been
Persecuted
More than enough
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Look at me
leaning my head
to a friendly wall
fighting
the bad ones
While
singing my song
as I fall.
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F. A. Fayez
Riyadh.
3:45 am
11-Dec-2012