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Dear Sandra this is my Wish
Dedicated to Sandra Bueno, some where in Tucson-Arizona or may be in any other city or state, or maybe in the state of mind I have today. May be. Who knows?
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I wasn’t born biting a silver spoon
I was born with a mouth filled with a solid stone
a pen was in one hand
and a paper in the other,
plus
a volcano erupting in the head
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I knew not. babe, where to head.
Later, I grew like everything in life
I became not very tall
But had giants ambitions
I wanted to be a phyesist
And so I became
Later, I wanted to be an engineer
And so I became
Then I discovered the black holes in my mind!
so to square number 0 I came
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I felt I need to be a lover.
But I failed!
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I wish I have put my energy in writing
The minute I left high school.
I would have written
Many things
And told
What shouldn’t be told
(by the way, after I left, I refused to marry any other woman. My mother died before she fulfill her wish: to see some son or a daughter of me)
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Dear, I remember how we met. It was in a restaurant? Isn’t that right? The eyes hit the eyes; the soul spoke to the soul. The Materialistic sides of us, knew , very well, how and where to meet.
I remember, that we used to argue sometimes, kiss sometimes, make jokes to amuse each other sometimes, run sometimes, cock sometimes, watch movie together sometimes, felt bored of anything accept (….) sometimes (I can’t elaborate on this point this time)
And ………………..
And ……………………
And ………………………
Sweet are the memories … but they torture me. I try to forget. I stroll all over the globe. Trying to gain new experience that would over write older situations.
Then I come home
(I have to come back sooner or later)
I want to sleep
After a long journey,
but
I remember
I wished to lose memory.
I wanted always to be loose
To end up feeling lost
I wasted life dear
Looking for a mirage!
I admit.
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The penalty I got
From Mother Nature
is
To be a Plato
Who has
To spend life
Searching for a vanished
Ideal city!
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before I die
I have a wish
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I wish Darwin theory to be right
and wish to go through
mutation after mutation
in order to transform into a bired
so that
I fly all over
the atlantic and Pacific Occians
watch over you
I wan't nothing wrong to happen to you.
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This is my desire
that is my wish.
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that is all
that is all
