All the gathered
I'd like to thank you
For coming today
To our prom
I was chosen
To speak
In the name
Of us all
So you'll have
To excuse me
This once
When I speak
About myself
I was inlove
For three years
With the same Girl
And at start
She didn't
Know
So I told her
And she drifted away
So I was depressed
And I didn't eat
And sometimes
I would fantasize
About her and me
About what we could've
Been
And sometimes
I would fantasize
About dying
Don't act like you didn't know
I don't smile any more
I've lost weight
I've lost the will
To pretend I care
So sit down
And listen
While I aim
This gun
To my brain
I'm not beautiful
I'm not smart
I'm not thin
Like some of you
May want
All I know
Is that I can fantasize
So why not dream
Forever
Down in hell's chambers
I cough This vomit
So you'll see
Whats really inside of me
I cough this dirt
So you'll see
That you lived
Among a dead man
For so long
Without noticing
Goodbye