Leaving You
And when i left it was the hardest thing
That ive ever had to do
Or done ever since
But you treated me badly
And you used me for cash
Under the pretences of love
But that didnt last
Long now did it
Coz i aint so blind
As you thought me to be
When i was barely a child
But i cant get you out
Like the stain that you are
To my subconcious mind
And my thoughts you still mar
All of the blame i lay at your door
Like all the other guys, after and before
But me you got where it hurts
Right down deep
You fucked with my head
So i couldnt sleep
For the thoughts that were floating around in my mind
Started this whole thing off
I wish that I said
To you that I Hate you
And never again
Will someone treat me this way
No never again will someone treat me this way
But i didnt, and now its too late
Your gone from my life
Like so much waste
But I dont regret the time that we had
Even if afterwards you did turn me mad
But meh and blah and fuckedy doo
The reason I self harm?
The reason is you
By The Hopeless Writer
P M Jarvis