i hop up and down on my toy
pretending to be you
you're so pretty
i'm so ugly
what does it all mean
it means I didn't ever want to be anything but what I saw when I was a little kid
and then all that shit happened
and what the fuck?
what the heck was I supposed to do
just pretend like what
just pretend
just pretend you are a pretty girl
eventually you will get with the idea
and some dude can come sodomize you
a certified minister at that
what is this world?
why are people so obsessed with this crap
i don't understand
get me away from it
get me away from all the lies and deception
i know who I am
and i know that when i lay down and sleep that I am somewhere else
but then i wake up and here I am again
looking around trying to figure out how to explain
this?
now all of this
why even try
people are just going to say it is all your fault and try to kill you for it
yeah that's what they do all day long
blame each other for not getting what they wanted most
if you didn't give me what i wanted i was gonna make sure you pay
with your life
little bastard you deserve to go to hell for what you did
i hate you
i hate you too
let's fight