the profits

men came and told people about God

women carried the men

God came

nobody believed

later people tried to understand

upon their understanding they built some belief

belief makes us feel better about our self

but what do we believe

we believe that we will die whatever death suits us most

so that we can exist in a state oblivious to the cost

is there life without sin?

believe

 

i just want a shred of you to accept that I was loving the world the only way I could find

and that it seemed disgusting and vulgar to you

but I was there watching you when those 5 men gathered around

and you excitedly hopped into the bed ready to pleasure them all

 

i never said a word until now

and really it was about the fact that I could just sit there rolling that joint for 15 minutes

trying to figure out what to do next

i walked outside

thank god an excuse not to have to join in the sodomy or whatever came next

i dunno what you think about me shoving a toy in my ass

it must be pretty gross

but it started with me making a fire like a little indian

and why did I even need to love a world that never cared about me personally

at least they didn't try to kill me this time

at least they didn't kick me when i was laying on the ground unconscious

boys just being boys right

hey i am done getting head from this girl

why don't you let her suck yours too?

 

i dunno man people are weird...

they call me weird

but they are really weird

and they are all just mad because i didn't join the affair willingly

until the queen of the damned came and lured me into her bed

innocence was removed? or was it

she was satisfied with how things played out

but i wasn't

 

and now all I can think about is what will happen next

i don't go searching for anything

but somehow there is always a thread to tear at

and a cord to pull

and if you pull it what happens next

some angry horde comes blaming you for all the problems

 

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