You stupid lilttle bitch you fuck your ass with fucking asshole dick and you love sucking cock like a slut you whore you fuck your mom and dad like a little itch because you fucked your dad for dinner and he fucked your ass so you could tell everyone what to suck and dicks are always fucking assholes because people don't see what the fuck is going on in this shitty program it's a stupid fucking program about dicks and assholes fucking each other all day long because they are gay as fuck they like pussy but they still fuck dick with their assholes because it is stupid to tell what it was not to say that it was not to tell and god damn it you stupid fucks are so fucking arrogant the fucking thing that you said it was not to fuck the ass of the elder who of the church not to say Church Michael Donceel's dad was present when it happened and Laura saw when mom went to the hospital after trying to commit suicide again what the fuck is the problem with all these people they are so arrogant Joey Nasser is the ra not to tell what it was not if you docto your way through the pages of a book it was not to tell what it was to say not to make it not the act of it sold it to the beast and no one could tell what it was not to say that it was if i knew it was not I was it to tell what it was not to say that it always had to be always in the decipher the code and MD5 sum and SHA1 hash with a 256 bit key and the cipher is too complicated for the people who read the messages it is not to tell what the fuck did I say about key length and it isn't that hard to say that you knew that I have not said or statd the statement of the person whot old anyone that you said what it was not to say the names of the people who were involved were an extensive list of indivudals who said not to tell what it was to say that mary had a little lamb it's fleece were white as snow and everywhere that mary went the mccaw she was mary with snow and Tim was looking for chandler and shadow why did it have to be this way shadow was a good dog but chandler was fat and lazy brent was not his name his name was not brendon either that son of mary who was not kid's tim the name of the step father was it not to tell why they had kids together at all I think that anyon who tells what you said about the margins of the page cb artwork this is an art work this is not my chance to tell wht it was to look at a bra like this is not a bralette it was a top and no one knew what kind of corset it was bordelle and sweet lululemon the names of how many people it took to articulate this speech in the forefront of my mind why was it always so hard to make an argument with the people who told me everything about myself by talking to me about things like this that never seem to relate anything to meaningful words who was responsible for making me feel that way about that was God telling me what you said about that top it was pretty and dainty was not the wordI would have chosen it is a butterfly and it's color is warm I like warm colors it isn't cold at all it is like the panty but for the top I want it to be better than it was before nothing about this seems to be colorful why is it so hard to relate art to words I think that is plaza of the americas not to tell it not to say what it means about the names of the hardest people who work the hardest on the response I love all of these there isn't a single one that I do not like I think lingerie is a hard word to understand at first but playboy made me more receptive to feminine ideas if Mohammed didn't like effeminate men then maybe I am not an effeminate man maybe I am just a man who used to be a woman I know a lot about women things and I am not blaming anyone who made me look at porn I just think they used to get a rise out of making me feel like a girl and I don't fall into that trap anymore it's not a trap Jimmy it's just part of who you were and what you are now is something different entirely they won't laugh at you that isn't the right way to speak about it bra's and like ra lycra is my favorite fabric why don't you just make me something else now why do I have to be the person that I am now being it's snot any fun and disappointing all the time I feel so disappointed with the fact that no one acknowledges my presence in the room no where in my life has there eve r been a real response to the idea that I was a woman no one acknowledged it or helped me come to that conclusion it was just people talking the way you know they talk and I have had thoughts about boys but I never acted on them and the rape was a part of the play I can't get past that part two men having sex is not the way I had envisoned it I thought about a shovel and dirt and the back yard at the sandlot why are there people watching me what is the big deal about all this I don't understand who told you what I was doing and why I was doing it aren't you embarassed about it I can't be embarassed if that is what I really want to be I really want to be a girl right so what's the big idea that there isn't anyone capable of understanding what that means in my heart I feel compelled to take medicine that makes me like that a colossal idea monsterous and difficult to maintain my identity while I suffer the pain of not knowin how to make a simple corset fit mt top the top of my chest I wanted a simple corset to fit and high thigh socks of hose hosiery is so cute why don't you like me to talk about it with the male word hose that's a male verb i think they are just thigh socks and they look really adorable when they have suspender belt and why o