You think I'm sick, suicidal, who knows maybe you're right,
When you lose everything you have, I guess you lose your fight.
The drive to live, love and laugh, can dissappear so fast,
When happy dreams, hopes, and days live only in the past.
I put on a show, look happy sometimes, you might even think you're not missed,
But when I am, alone at night, I sleep with two clenched fists.
How could I have been, so blind and dumb, to have missed the signs,
They were right there, at work, at school, I thought they were benign.
You let little things, destroy the life, that we shared together,
I honestly never saw the storms, only the beautiful weather.
So now you're gone and I'm alone, left with a desparate thought,
Where would we be, if that little ring, I had only bought.