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I Should Have Said This Sooner
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My poems I don't know how to say this
I thought I loved you
But I realized I never did
All it was, was me missing our friendship
The way it used to be
And I'm saying this the only way I know how
But I don't know if it's the right way
All I can say is I'm sorry
For giving you false hope
I know you probably hate me
I wouldn't blame you if you did
And I never should have said yes in the first place
But I thought it was the only way
To keep your heart from breaking
Right after it just got fixed
I realize I was terribly wrong
I don't blame you if you never wanted to speak to me ever again
I'm a terrible person even a bitch at times
And i did all the wrong things trying to keep you safe
I should have said this sooner I just didn't know how
Still don't I'm just doing the best I can
To tell you the truth
Without shattering your heart
I understand if you want nothing to do with me
I just had to let you what's true
Before it crushed you
This is the best way i could think of to say this
And you have no idea how sorry I am
That I did this to you
Yet again
And I know that asking for forgiveness
Is probably too much
And that I have no right to
But I still am
I still want you in my life
Just not the way I thought I did
And I still want us to be friends
But I know that you're probably to scared
To keep me in your life
And if you say so
I promise never to talk to again
But if there's still room in heart for me
I will gladly fill it
I just had to say the truth
Before it was too late...
So what do you say?
Can you forgive me?
