My Wedding Day

When i was young

I never imagined this would happen to me.

Marriage was something in a fairy tale,

It never worked for my family

So why would i be lucky enough

For it to work for me?

 

May 23, 2012

I was 17 years old

I met a man who could make me happy

In my darkest moments.

A man who pulled me out

Of depression.

 

June 12, 2012

I became his girlfriend.

Something little in a Subway.

Something we just agreed on.

Never even a question.

 

October 9, 2012

He showed up at my moms

After a football game.

Drunk out of his mind.

....

He loves me?

 

October 10, 2012

Was it real?

Did you mean it?

 

February 3, 2013

Hes ignoring all of my calls,

All of my texts.

He shows up in tears,

"He's gone."

I never want to see him hurt again.

 

August 11, 2013

My biological dad,

Someone i have never met,

Has commited suicide.

I would have met him in May.

 

August 19, 2013

Will you marry me?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It has been almost 3 years since i have written anything. Writting was a way to escape my depression but in May of 2012, i fell in love. I know it isnt the best but i felt the need to write something. In 6 months i will be married to the man of my dreams.

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