TRYING

what is the future to me

why must it always be me

change for the purposes of others

i can't stand it...



hear me screaming

see me crying

am i doing this for something good?





I'm trying

learning to be miss perfect

will it make u happy now?

I'm trying

give me a chance

can u believe it is real

this is all i can do for trying





watching as u get upset

why can't it never end

hating myself for it all



tell me its okay

let me hear your praise

does this make u happy now?



I'm trying

to make it all better

working on the inner me

will my life alter itself

I'm trying

wanting to make it right

hoping to be happy again

i deserve it all

this is all i can do for trying




Author's Notes/Comments: 

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