what is the future to me
why must it always be me
change for the purposes of others
i can't stand it...
hear me screaming
see me crying
am i doing this for something good?
I'm trying
learning to be miss perfect
will it make u happy now?
I'm trying
give me a chance
can u believe it is real
this is all i can do for trying
watching as u get upset
why can't it never end
hating myself for it all
tell me its okay
let me hear your praise
does this make u happy now?
I'm trying
to make it all better
working on the inner me
will my life alter itself
I'm trying
wanting to make it right
hoping to be happy again
i deserve it all
this is all i can do for trying