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Conversations With Myself
Where will you go?
you have no one else in your life.
you think you have it all figured out,
know all the ins and outs.
you're not in control as much as you think you are.
If you keep trying to make people bend to your will,
you will truely be alone.
But then maybe thats what you want isnt it?
To be truely alone,
so you dont have to disappoint anyone.
You've done alot of that havent you so far?
broke hearts,
decieved people,
pushed them away,
destroyed them.
Oh Gwen, what is wrong with you,
you're so fucking impossible.
I wish you could see how much you have to offer.
You'll never be able to have a life,
until you can forgive yourself for the past.
He loved you, and doesnt blame you,
it happend for a reason,
to make you stronger,
to let you know its ok to make your life good.
"But what if you fail" is the question you have
racing through your mind constantly.
So what, everyone fails at one time or another,
You wont disappoint him,
he was proud of you for everything you have done so far,
you've kept his dream alive by working your ass off.
But, you work too much to try to fulfill it,
it will only destroy you.
Oh Gwen, why cant you move away from the
bad and into the good, Everyone isnt out there to fuck
you over,
so move on for once,
make yourself happy for once in a long time.
Everything cant be achieved if you drown
yourself in bullshit and past regret.
You cant let it get you,
you're the only master of your destiny.
Dont lose that sparkle anymore than you already have.
