She

She doesn't like the reflection she sees in the mirror. She searches for someone to love her. She wants so bad to be held by someone who wont hurt her. One look in her eyes and you can tell she needs something that no one can seem to give. The relationships she has has turned out wrong. She cries for reasons she refuses to disclose. She spends days alone locked in her room not talking to anyone. She feels like she needs to please everyone, but honestly knows she cant. The smiles she shows is broken and fake. She displays the happiness but the ones who know her best can notice that it is more pain rather than pleasure. She refuses the compliments. Stuck in her false reality unable to accept anything other than that. She feels as if no one will understand her.

  She is sick of the inner beauty that everyone sees. She prays for the day that her outer beauty matches. Even though it had far surpassed the inner beauty. She looks towards the day when she no longer has to hide her true feelings.

  All she searches for is a happiness she cant seem to find. She wants a place to hide. somewhere she can stay for awhile.

  She hides behind a facade of happiness, seems as if she is enjoying. But, she crumbles when she is alone. Crying herself to sleep every night. Wanting so bad to be accepted.

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