She cuts me with precision,
samuri sword of her love.
Willing to bite back, once i have bitten.
It hurts me worse than any before,
because my love runs so deeply for just her.
I hate the way i feel right now.
I hate the shortend breath.
I hate the broken shards of my heart.
I hate the pressure in my chest.
I hate the slow build up of a migraine.
I hate the tears that form in my eyes.
I hate the taste of vomit in my mouth.
I hate the burning in my stomach.
I give it all for just her.
No matter what the consequence.
Friends dont seem to matter as much.
Only her and her love.
I wish she knew how much i feel.
I wish she knew what i would do without her.
I wish she knew that no matter what, i'd be here waiting just for her.
She taught me how to love again.
She taught me how to feel.
Now it seems that everything.
is slipping from my grasp.
I want to love her like i should.
I want to love her the way she deserves.
I dont want Romeo & Juliet.
I want Jessica & Gwen.
I dont want to die for her love.
I dont want her to die for mine.
I want to live on forever.
Hand in hand with her.