slice
cut
tear
knaw
bite
scratch
destroy
give it all for good things
hope up for nothing
breaking down what was once
built so high
ignore good advice
push away the once good friends
leave the true one alone
give it all away
rip into me again
take the good things i had
dig up the old memories
i wish it didnt hurt
My life was worth something
had it all
no worries
straight ahead course
Plans fall through
good things go away
defy the odds
push for more
make up the happy words
never let the bad in too deep
push away everything negative
nothing can stop it now
Wishing she could see it
could watch it bleed
could see the scars
could see the tears
I'll hide behind my disguise
pretend to be happy
pretend to not let anything in
pretend to not have a care
My only care is her
my only reason is her
my only purpose in life is her
my only desire is her
but she doesnt see it...
....
ever