My name is Nikki
I'm only four
Hidden behind the hallway door
There must be something wrong with me
Why else would we live in misery
I wish I was cute,wish I was right
Than maybe I wouldn't get beat every night
Don't upset mommy,she'll tell daddy
Must be silent as a mouse
No noise from me in the house
Rock back and forth with no sound
Wonder wildly looking around
Daddy's at work,mommy's at home
But why do I feel cold and alone
Shadows dance within my mind
Answers I can't seem to find
No light in the room,heard a loud boom
Must be him,daddy's back
Slam the car door with a smack
Coming up the walk,I hear him talk
Cursing and yelling my name
Every night it's always the same
Anger, the only thing he can feel
But tonight it's very unreal
Further into the darkness I flee
In hopes that he doesn't spot me
Trembling,shaking,beat of my heart
I'm spotted and cursed at just for start
Scrambling to the front door
He's already got me on score
I yell and scream,happiness now only a dream
To the wall I'm thrown
His voice now in a deeper tone
I try to speak,but I'm too weak
I'm sorry for the pain daddy
Never ment to hurt you or mommy
Finally it's over,I watch him walk away
He must've been terribly angry today
My name is Nikki
I'm only four
Sprawled out,dead on the cold damp floor...