Confused

if she's with him and he's with her
but she's with all of them
that makes him by himself alone
maybe i would make it by

what if he had his heart broken
just as mine
and mine is fine
just as long
as he figures her out!
grow some doubt,
and let it take its time

so when she wants me
and i want them all
but yet we're all alone
she's alone and im alone
does it make us all alone together?
but i don't know what she does,
but her eyes bring out my lust
buried deep, deep inside,
it holds my heart and grabs it tight
close your eyes

now he's so hot
truth be told, i know im not
not supposed to atleast
to take things at ease and to tease
a fine friendship gone with tears
better then than after creating his fears
but atleast i held his hand in mine

now the other him
he's there with her,
touching and rubbing and playing with her hair
she slips a stare at the other him
and finds him with some other girl
she goes insane, between herself and I,
she never said it, she never looked him in the eye
she gave up the thing
he now calls it love,
and then you think
wasn't I ever good enough?

he's nice, im nice
and who's not nice as i?
he wants it, she gets it, they kill it,
and watch it die
confused?
keep this between us, they have no idea it was a lie
its just a noose, no more clues, i know its getting dry
have a drink, smoke some up, hold your breath, give in and try

i've been him, the other him, and her
it all started with truth or dare
the more I experience, the more they stare
but the more they speak, the less I care
till it took alot to believe in someone
takes alot to believe its fair

it's his loss not mine or her's or the other him
it's their fault not mine or hers, or him and him and the other her!
arent you loving this?

here i am, with my panties on inside out..
wondering and thinking, what was that all about!

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