Sometimes, I get so weird and forgot myself
Sometimes, I wanna hurt myself to leave the pain
Sometimes, I wanna feel free, free flyin’
Sometimes, I’m out of my mind, hard to think.
My skin is bleeding (but where’s the pain?)
My eyes are burnin’ (I couldn’t sleep)
My smile is cryin’ (but what the reason is?)
I’m losing grip
Don’t know where to sip
My nutrition is waning
My body, my world is rollin’
Yeah, I’m with everybody, but I’m alone
Tying hard to show everything.
Sometimes, I wonder
What kind of girl I am
Everytime they leave
It feels sucked!
Boys sucked,
They’re all sucked…
1/10/03