I, Alone

being a product

of my environment,

I find it impossible

to separate,

define,

detach

myself

from my surroundings,

from people,

entirely.



an identity made up

of others, to whom

I owe my vision

and way of thought.

for I am forever changed

by everyone I touch.



where, then,

do I find myself

in the mix

of so-and-so

and such-and-such;

in the mist

of experience?



and if I die,

could you literally

follow my footsteps

and arrive

as a clone of

Me,

who was too incoherent,

individually

to figure out what,

if anything,

was inherent?



so I retreat

inwardly,

where privacy

is an illusion

of the relational mind.

and finding yourself alone

is like trying to hide from the sun

in the shade

its light provides.

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