I am... one part metal.
Two parts flesh.
Three parts rebel.
All parts death.
Not anything like
The devil in books.
No fiery idiocy.
No soul crook.
Just a mind angled
To a certain extent
Of bitter contempt... and anger
For all who can breathe... all who have better vents.
The epitome
Of Jealousy
And ebony cries.
For the sky to fall
And crush us all in all.
Even our heights out
Knock all our goddamn lights out
Fall with me... Fall...
Crawl... right under my rock
And feel the weight I have put on myself
Living my death by the clock.
Feel the fate I have put to display on the shelf.
Sick with the realization
That I may rejoice in the decimation
Of my fellow peers.
A nation of stagnating fucking queers
That cannot hear the abomination
Of their own cries and situations.
I am... original man.
But transgressed by every soul in this land
To sin.
Yes, mix me so ugly synthetic within.
Enclosed within these clothes
Lies, at times, not a friend.
But only a means to your end.
An end I could bring you so swift
With a whiff of the stench in my heart.
It's somewhere between black and fucking charred.
Oh god... Oh me... I never wished to get this far
Yet all in all
It's no bad call
To answer.
Take the role and face every pathetic devil. Give them cancer.
Leech away at anger fit
For fresh layed chunks of putrid shit.
And watch them burn.
Squirm... with such resolve
Made for you... Just made for you to cling to while I bring you
Every motherfucking piece of pitied life
You wish to terminate tonight.
Just hear me out, though. Put the gun away!
....And take the knife.
Stab yourself so guilty red
With all the dreams that fed
Inside your little bed.
Tiny square... Lost inside a poignant stare
From outer space.
Why, from here I can't even see your little face.
A spec within a city in a state inside a world... You've been erased
In every grandest scheme.
So pack up the knife and cut your life at the fucking seams.
Bleed so right, tonight.
Engage the notion like I have, that none of us ever take flight.
Only illusory fights for a distant Might
From in your suburb.
So unreachable even by today's preachable proverbs.
Learn my ways.
Rot with me tonight.