The lonliness flickers in my mind
Walking the world without a friend by my side
Not a soul who cares I can find
So unfortunately all my secrets I still have to hide
Abandoned by all so there is no room left to believe
You say you will stay but I fear you will just leave
I cannot bear to go through that pain again
So I do not dare let myself get close to where I once have been
Do not touch me, please, I beg
To love you is something I cannot ever crave
I cannot let you near me, I cannot let you care
Because I would lose you and that is something I cannot bear
Just leave me alone, then I will never be rejected, denied
I can cry all I want and no one will see the tears cried
Never had love in front of me, so I wont long for it on the lonely nights
If I am alone forever that is alright
If you have a heart at all,
You will not make me fall
I ask you please do not love me because you will leave
I no longer hear I love you and believe
Do not come around and beckon my heart to fall
Because I cannot resist loves call
Do not say all those sweet things ever again
Do not let your love seep under my skin
and do not dare come near
I love you is something I do not want to hear
Do not come around and care
Only to leave me because that is something I could not bear