Do you know that I spend my nights alone
In a place unloving yet still called home
Do you know sometimes I cry for no reason at all
and sometimes I just sit and stare at the shadows on my wall
Do you know that inside I feel so much grief
It is not so suprising when good things are so brief
Do you know that although you think of me as strong, I only crave to be weak
and there are days I wish to not speak
Do you know that I am tired of this charade
My smiles and laughter have chose to fade
Do you know you save me yet kill me at the same time
I want to be better for you, so I wear a smile that isnt even mine
Do you know that everything I have come to know is fake
Do you know that my heart is afraid that love is just a mistake
Do you know my heart does not recognize you
and do you know that I cannot recall the love we once knew