I am not sure if there is really anything left for me to give
Afraid I have no will for me to live
Crying and dying on the inside, yet you say you love me so much
I just cant keep loving you so far away, only longing for a simple touch..
Feeling bitter lonliness, but I am so in love with you
I am so torn, not sure of what to do
Circumstance is ruining it all...
But I cant help but to fall...
I just want to be right there with you...
Also I am so scared...
Afraid for you to see the real me...
Too let go so completely, I am not prepared...
To spend the rest of my life with you, however long that may be, would be the most precious gift...
Yet here I am foolishly holding onto fear..
I would never want to lose you, I would die if you were to ever walk away..
But I cant see a thing through all these tears...and all this heavy pain..
I have no doubt that we will always be together..
I see you always there by my side...
but to be so close so soon, I am afraid...
i dont want to let you down or make you love me any less...
But I am ready for things as much as you are ...
I said I would do anything for you,
and I still hold true to my word..
As long as we take things slowly...
at least till I am fully cured..
But love while we are taking it slow, dont be afraid to embrace me..
Hold me gentle in your arms..
Just promise me that you will wait till I am ready...
But know this much is true..I love you...and I am always yours...