2/23/06 - always yours-

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February 2007

I am not sure if there is really anything left for me to give

Afraid I have no will for me to live

Crying and dying on the inside, yet you say you love me so much

I just cant keep loving you so far away, only longing for a simple touch..



Feeling bitter lonliness, but I am so in love with you

I am so torn, not sure of what to do

Circumstance is ruining it all...

But I cant help but to fall...



I just want to be right there with you...

Also I am so scared...

Afraid for you to see the real me...

Too let go so completely, I am not prepared...



To spend the rest of my life with you, however long that may be, would be the most precious gift...

Yet here I am foolishly holding onto fear..

I would never want to lose you, I would die if you were to ever walk away..

But I cant see a thing through all these tears...and all this heavy pain..



I have no doubt that we will always be together..

I see you always there by my side...

but to be so close so soon, I am afraid...

i dont want to let you down or make you love me any less...

But I am ready for things as much as you are ...



I said I would do anything for you,

and I still hold true to my word..

As long as we take things slowly...

at least till I am fully cured..



But love while we are taking it slow, dont be afraid to embrace me..

Hold me gentle in your arms..

Just promise me that you will wait till I am ready...

But know this much is true..I love you...and I am always yours...

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