Far Too Long

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Nov. 07

I have tried to hide it for far too long

The pain I feel inside is just too strong

I cannot pretend anymore that I do not want to cry

I am tired of living that lie



My heart has been put through too much already

It cannot hold on much longer

Shards so sharp they would cut right through me

I cannot hide this pain that burns eternally



For far too long I put my feelings aside

and that I blame on my foolish pride

But there are so many things I wish I would have said

Maybe then our love would not be dead



I cannot hide the fact that I ruined everything

The day that I started pretending

Lying to myself and to you that everything was fine

That is when I crossed the line



I have held this inside for far too long

I cannot pretend that I do not love you

I still do and the pain is just too strong

I know I never should have done any of this to you

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11.10.07

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