I have tried to hide it for far too long
The pain I feel inside is just too strong
I cannot pretend anymore that I do not want to cry
I am tired of living that lie
My heart has been put through too much already
It cannot hold on much longer
Shards so sharp they would cut right through me
I cannot hide this pain that burns eternally
For far too long I put my feelings aside
and that I blame on my foolish pride
But there are so many things I wish I would have said
Maybe then our love would not be dead
I cannot hide the fact that I ruined everything
The day that I started pretending
Lying to myself and to you that everything was fine
That is when I crossed the line
I have held this inside for far too long
I cannot pretend that I do not love you
I still do and the pain is just too strong
I know I never should have done any of this to you