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I still can feel him all around me, breathing the air I am breathing...

I still remember how I felt when it was him who kept my heart beating..

Then on nights so dark and lonely I remember his very last words...

He wanted nothing more to do with me, and that is the last that I have heard...



He was the one that I loved forever, or so I had thought...

For so long he was the only one that I would have ever wanted..

Then that night he walked out the door forever ruining my dreams..

Leaving me so cold and lonely ...and way worse off than it seemed..



Because of what he did to me, I become so scared...

I did not plan on feeling so lonely, so to face the truth I was unprepared

Crying myself to sleep each and every night...knowing that nothing again would ever be alright..

That was when I started wishing that I could end my life....that was when it all went out of control....and I tightly clenched my knife..



I put my heart high upon a shelf, vowing to never let it down again..

My soul had seemed to turn jet black....and I just wonder what might have been...

But I just hid behind my addictions because I could not let my shattered heart back out on the line..

Only to be kicked around and broken another time



Never thought I would be able to love again, but someone walked in showing love for me...

He said things that made me fall......he saw things in me that I could never see...

Then I got so afraid and I pushed him away...

The one who vowed to stay, walked out the door after he  promised he'd never stray



I cried it seemed endlessly, never thought that the tears would find the end....

My heart was broken even more now, I knew it would never be able to mend

Walking back into the room with the lack of light....

Only to find myself holding on once more to my new best friend; the knife



The days went by so slowly and still my heart continued to bleed...

I was so hurt and so lost unknowing of what it was that I did need

Looking for answers to my questions, wishing to find at least one spark of hope...

But the pain blurred my vision and I was still so lost and unable to cope



Then one cold winter night....things had gotten so out of control....I was on the edge between life and death....ready to give up my soul...

I had the knife in my hand...I was ready to let go....

Out of nowhere this angel appeared.....and he let me know...that he loved me and it was not time to give up......and wanted to give me proof that he loved me so...



So I put away the knife and regained control with my life...

The angel stuck by my side.....and made me strong, gave me reason to no longer hide...

He is still standing there, our love is still so strong....I feel that I can do anything, with him by my side I can do no wrong...



However there are nights that I get lonely, and dying is all I want...

Then I realize of what the future holds and feel lucky to have the life I got...

I still hold fear deep down inside...knowing the any given moment the love could burn out and die...

I know he'd never leave me however, I know I should not fear....But it is hard not to, when all I long is for him to be near...



The story is not closing, nor coming to the end....

It is merely beginning....for my life begins with him...

Never have I felt so loved...nor Have I felt a reason to go on...

But when I wear this smile so clearly...it is because I know that he is the one....



Is there such a thing as true love....does it even exist?

Even though we are so far apart, and the distance does kill...

I know our love is forever....true....pure and real....

And to love this one forever,...I know I always will....



He is my angel, my protector, my soulmate..;

The list could forever go on....

I wonder if this could be from the hands of fate...

All I know is I am finally alive.....because he gave me reason to go on