I think of all the places that I have been
and all the ones I thought I loved
Even though there was no love that they were given
Now I wish for words to have gone unsaid
Through all the embarrassment,
I wish that I was dead
Love that was just pretend
The nitemare seemed to never end
The songs I sung were to the wrong ones
Always thought the guys were the one
Only to find that they werent even close
I only hope this one is right this time
Seems to be that way
Different, he is, as we are
I only hope,
I am being led by the right shining stars