You will never see
Nor will you understand
All the pain I feel inside
My heart is so broken
I am suprised it is still beating
Crying myself to sleep each and every night
I know that something just isnt right
and I know that you can't even see my tears
When it gets to be too much
I cut into my flesh
And watch the blood drip down
Somehow that is easier
and More of a relief
Even though I have to hide the truth under long sleeves
No one to go to
Nowhere to turn
Through all of my mistakes
There is nothing that I have learned
Still doing stupid things
Finding myself in harms way
Hiding out in the corner of my room
Cutting,
Trying to figure where I went so wrong
Wondering the use of going on
No one woudl notice
Not a soul would care
Help me to say goodbye
This is my prayer