Wish I wasnt me
I am my own worst enemy
Worthless and useless
I don't deserve to live
I loathe myself for all i have become
Ugly and defective
I wouldnt want to be my friend either
and love?
No wonder why I am so alone
Why would anyone love me...
Someone disgusting as me
With all of the scars
That she can't get rid of
Why can't everyone see inside
See the real me
The ugliness inside too
You think I have a good heart
and yet it is black with shades of blue
I would die and end this misery I suffer
But that would just amuse you
So instead I will keep on suffering
In this torment and hell